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I wish I could have saved myself
I watched myself change
Thinking it was better to fake a smile
Lie to the ones that I love
Act like I was strong
Then let them know I was scared
That there was something wrong
Know I'm empty
The happiness left my body
I watched myself change
Thinking it was better to fake a smile
Lie to the ones that I love
Act like I was strong
Then let them know I was scared
That there was something wrong
Know I'm empty
The happiness left my body
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If...
If all the world knew our pain
we might never have suffered
If all our friends helped us through
we might never h
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depression.
with thunder cries
and lightning eyes,
she crawls inside,
needing,
breathing,
seething,
feeding,
darkening my mind
as we entwine,
and every time,
i'm open wide.
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Crazy?
Am I crazy?
I think I am.
Yup, definitely crazy.
That's what I am.
I must be crazy.
Crazy.
I have to be out of my mind.
Because,
I don't want to be like everyone else.
I don't want to dress up.
I don't want a relationship.
I don't want to fall into fads.
I don't want to listen to gossip.
I don't want to be mean.
I don't want to be super nice.
I don't want to constantly be on my phone.
I don't want to listen to your problems.
I want to be myself.
I want to wear miss-matched clothes.
I want to be by myself.
I want to like what I like.
I want to hear silence.
I want to be caring.
I want to be calm.
I want to deal with my
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I wrote this a while back when things where getting worse for me. I don't tell family anything that is going on,
I'm getting help now
I'm getting help now
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